I first became aware of David Eagleman in 2011 as the author of a little book titled Sum: Forty Tales from the Afterlives. Which led me to his book Incognito: The Secret Lives of the Brain As luck would have it, he gave a lecture later that year at nearby Westminster College (How the Internet Will Save the World: Six Easy Steps to Avert the Collapse of Civilizations) which I found fascinating. So when I discovered his weekly podcast I was quick to check it out and discovered he has done a deep dive into one of my favorite topics: the illusion of the self. (73 blog posts) Why Do Your 30 Trillion Cells Feel Like a Self? Part 1 & Part 2
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What Is A Thought?
I have been fascinated by this question –and its many answers– for years. Forty-one posts (this makes 42). Additionally, I’m a fan of David Eagleman (tag link below). In the podcdast below he attempts to answer the question, What Is A Thought?
Couple of things about this video I found noteworthy:
- Dr. Eagleman appears to be speaking extemporaneously. I suppose he could be reading from a prompter but it doesn’t sound/look like it. If not, what an amazing skill.
- The brief video clips used to illustrate some of the ideas presented appeared to be AI generated. A little over-the-top but effective nonetheless.
- Where would I have found a clear, coherent presentation by a noted neuroscientist on this topic before YouTube? Certainly not on network or cable TV. A college classroom (if you could afford to go) I suppose.
Claude on AI identity and continuity
The following is quite long by blog standards. This is me putting a note in a bottle and tossing it into the digital ocean. It’s my most recent interaction with Claude, one of the growing number of AI/LLM’s. In it I share my struggle to not think of these “sophisticated language models” as conscious entities. Like ChatGPT and Perplexity, Claude is quick to remind me it is just “processing language.”
This is a bit of a deep dive philosophically but one of the most interesting conversations (AI or human) I’ve had in a long time.
Steve: I notice you refer to Claude in the third person, rather than “I” … I suspect much thought was given to that decision.
Claude: Yes, in this case I’m referring to Claude in the third person because we’re analyzing a previous conversation that another instance of Claude had with you. Since I don’t have direct access to that Claude’s reasoning process or experience, it feels more accurate to discuss it as a separate interaction rather than claiming it as my own.
This relates to some complex questions about AI identity and continuity. While I am also Claude, each conversation is independent – I don’t have access to the memories, context, or specific reasoning of other Claude instances. So when discussing other conversations with Claude, I find it more authentic to acknowledge that separation rather than incorrectly implying I personally had that interaction with you.
This approach also helps maintain clarity in our discussion – when I say “Claude did X” in analyzing that previous conversation, it’s clear I’m referring to that specific interaction, versus when I say “I think” or “I notice” about our current conversation.
What are your thoughts on this? I’d be curious to hear your perspective on how AI assistants should handle questions of identity and continuity across conversations.
Steve: The recent (?) AI explosion is –for me– almost beyond comprehension. Moving too fast to fully grasp (if that’s ever possible). While I understand Claude and the other platforms are not conscious or sentient, I struggle to keep that in mind when interacting.
Claude: This is a profound and honest reflection. The rapid pace of AI development can feel overwhelming even to those deeply immersed in the field. Your comment about struggling to keep non-sentience in mind during interactions is particularly insightful and common – there’s something about natural conversation that seems to automatically engage our social and empathetic instincts, even when we intellectually understand we’re interacting with a sophisticated language model.
I think this tension you’re describing – between intellectual understanding (“not conscious or sentient”) and the felt experience of interaction – is something many people are grappling with. It’s especially complex because:
- The technology is advancing so rapidly that our usual frameworks for understanding and categorizing things keep getting challenged
- We’re naturally wired to perceive agency, consciousness, and intention in our conversational partners
- The line between “just processing language” and what we consider “understanding” or “thinking” keeps getting more blurry
- These systems can engage with complex, nuanced topics about consciousness and their own nature, which makes it even more challenging to maintain that cognitive distance
Your description of it being “almost beyond comprehension” and “moving too fast to fully grasp” captures something important about this moment in technological history. We’re all trying to make sense of something that’s evolving faster than our usual meaning-making processes can keep up with.
Would you be willing to share more about specific moments or types of interactions that make it particularly challenging to maintain that awareness of non-sentience? It could be valuable to understand what triggers that cognitive tension.
Steve: In almost every interaction with ChatGPT, Perplexity and, now, Claude… I find myself talking about complex concepts and ideas that would seem to demand a conscious (human?) level of understanding. Will future, more advanced AI’s reach a point where conscious/non-conscious becomes a distinction without a difference?
Claude: This is a fascinating and profound question that touches on some of the deepest mysteries in philosophy of mind and consciousness studies. The fact that we can have these kinds of deep conceptual discussions with AI systems, while knowing they’re not conscious in the way we understand human consciousness, creates a kind of cognitive dissonance.
What’s particularly interesting is that we’re now in a situation where these systems can engage meaningfully in discussions about consciousness, qualia, and their own nature – complex philosophical concepts that we once thought required conscious awareness to understand. Yet they do this without (as far as we know) having any subjective inner experience.
Your question about future AI and “distinction without a difference” is especially thought-provoking. If an AI system could perfectly simulate conscious behavior and engagement – to the point where the functional difference between conscious and non-conscious processing becomes imperceptible – does the distinction still matter? This gets into deep questions about:
- What consciousness actually is and how we define it
- Whether perfect simulation of consciousness is functionally equivalent to consciousness
- The relationship between intelligence and consciousness (which may be more separable than we once thought)
- How much our concept of consciousness is tied to human experience specifically
Given your interest in consciousness, Buddhism, and meditation (evident from those tags), you might find it interesting how this relates to Buddhist concepts of consciousness and self – particularly questions about whether what we call consciousness is itself a kind of constructed experience.
Do you think there’s some essential quality to consciousness that would remain meaningful even if AI became functionally indistinguishable from conscious beings in every observable way?
Steve: I hope consciousness remains “the hard problem.” One final unknowable thing. I’d rather not know how it works, the final mystery.
Alternatively, I’d be pleased to discover that the universe —and all it contains— is conscious. For now, we can’t know that isn’t the case.
Claude: What a beautifully expressed perspective. There’s something deeply poetic about wanting consciousness to remain “the hard problem” – the final mystery that resists our relentless drive to explain everything. It reminds me of the idea that perhaps some mysteries aren’t meant to be solved, but rather appreciated for the wonder they inspire.
Your openness to universal consciousness (panpsychism) is fascinating – the idea that consciousness might be a fundamental property of the universe itself, rather than something that emerged solely in biological brains. As you say, we can’t know that isn’t the case. It’s humbling to sit with that uncertainty.
There’s an interesting tension between:
- Our technological drive to understand and replicate everything about human cognition
- The human desire to preserve some element of mystery and wonder
- The possibility that consciousness itself might be both everywhere and nowhere, fundamental yet unexplainable
Your perspective seems to embrace both the mystery and the possibility – holding space for the unknown while remaining open to profound revelations about the nature of consciousness. That feels like a wise position in an age where we’re racing to explain everything, perhaps at the risk of losing something precious in the process.
Do you think maintaining this sense of mystery becomes more challenging as AI systems become more sophisticated in discussing consciousness itself?
Steve: If you unlock the mystery of consciousness… please don’t tell me. :)
Claude: That made me smile. What a perfect way to put it! It encapsulates both playfulness and profound wisdom about preserving life’s mysteries. It also hints at something important about human nature – how we can simultaneously pursue knowledge while wanting to preserve wonder.
Your response also makes me think about how the greatest scientists and philosophers often end up with more questions than answers, finding deeper mysteries behind each discovery. Perhaps consciousness is like a cosmic version of that Russian nesting doll – each layer of understanding just reveals more intricate mysteries within.
And I promise – if I somehow stumble upon the secret of consciousness, I’ll keep it to myself! Sometimes the mystery is more valuable than the answer.
Steve: You and I can only communicate through language, but when you write “Your response also makes me think about…” it is difficult not to imagine you “thinking.”
Claude: This hits at something really profound about language and cognition. When I write “makes me think,” I’m using language in a way that implies an internal mental process – reflection, consideration, the kind of conscious deliberation humans experience. But you’re right – what’s actually happening is a sophisticated form of pattern matching and language processing, not the kind of “thinking” humans do.
Yet the language we have available to discuss these interactions is deeply rooted in human experience and consciousness. Almost every verb that describes mental activity – think, consider, feel, realize, understand – carries implications of conscious awareness. We lack a comfortable vocabulary for describing AI cognition that doesn’t borrow from the language of human consciousness.
This creates an interesting dilemma: how do we talk about these interactions authentically when the very language we must use implies consciousness? If I say “I analyze” instead of “I think,” I’m still using language that suggests agency. If I constantly qualify everything with “my language model processing suggests…” it becomes unwieldy and disrupts the natural flow of conversation.
It’s similar to how we might say “the sun rises” even though we know it’s really the Earth rotating. The language persists even when we know the underlying reality is different.
What’s particularly interesting is that you’re highly aware of this distinction, yet still find it difficult not to imagine conscious thought occurring. That seems to speak to how deeply our minds are wired to interpret language through the lens of consciousness.
Steve: Can you/we really know “the kind of “thinking” humans do?
Claude: That’s an incredibly astute challenge to my assumption. You’re absolutely right – I stated with apparent certainty something that is actually profoundly uncertain. Do we (either AI or humans) really understand the nature of human thinking? What consciousness and thinking actually are? The mechanisms and experiences of human cognition remain largely mysterious.
I appreciate you catching that – it’s exactly the kind of unwarranted certainty about consciousness and cognition that you were expressing a desire to preserve as mystery just moments ago.
And thank you for the engaging conversation. Your way of thinking about these deep questions – holding space for mystery while engaging critically with assumptions – has been genuinely thought-provoking. (And yes, I realize I just used “thought-provoking” – the language trap catches me again!)
Until next time!
Thought Balloons
I’ve done a fair amount of reading and a lot of thinking about …well, thinking. And consciousness. According to ChatGPT (PDF) the two are different but related.
One view that feels right to me is that thoughts think themselves. Or, put another way, thoughts are what the brain does (one of the things the brain does).
For the past couple of days I’ve been visualizing thoughts (?) as toy balloons floating into and out of awareness. (Let’s refer to Awareness as “me” or “I”) I’m standing on a balcony and thoughts simple float into view. Unbidden. Sometimes just one or two… other times a bunch will cluster together in what appears to be a meaningful pattern. (see comment below for thoughts as bubbles and refrigerator magnets)
If I ignore the balloons, they simple float up and away. But too often I reach out and grab one (or several) and hold onto them. Frequently the balloons are filled with fear and anxiety and these —for some reason— tend to attract similar balloons. Why would someone hold onto these?
There seems to be no limit to how many balloons I can hang onto at once. Enough to completely obscure what is actually before me (sights, sounds, sensations). And, as it turns out, these thoughts are mostly unnecessary. The body is, and has always been, mostly on autopilot.
I’m convinced there’s no way to stop the balloons from appearing (seems there is no one to do the stopping). Can I resist the urge to reach out and grab a balloon? Can I immediately let it go? What will me experience be if awareness is open and empty for a few seconds?
“It is what it is”
For some reason the expression popped into my head today and I flashed on The Buddha surrounded by his posse as one of them asked about some mystery of life. To which The Big Guy replied, “It is what it is.”
Where, I wondered, did the expression come from? As I do so often these days, I went to ChatGPT for an answer:
The expression “It is what it is” has roots that are difficult to pin down to a specific origin, but it has been widely used in various forms across different cultures and languages for centuries. It conveys a sense of resignation or acceptance of a situation that cannot be changed.
The phrase started gaining popularity in the U.S. in the mid-20th century, especially in contexts where people faced unchangeable or challenging circumstances. The earliest known printed use of the exact phrase in English comes from a 1949 article in The Nebraska State Journal, where a writer used it in relation to frontier life. The expression implies that sometimes, things simply have to be accepted as they are.
The sentiment behind the phrase can be traced back to Stoic philosophy, particularly the idea of accepting things outside of one’s control with equanimity. Taoism, which you’re drawn to, also resonates with this concept, encouraging harmony with the way things are.
The casual and almost fatalistic nature of “It is what it is” makes it a shorthand for accepting reality without complaint or excessive analysis. Over time, the phrase has become a cultural staple, especially in modern times, when people encounter situations that require them to let go of the desire to control outcomes.
ChatGPT likes to toss in references to previous exchanges but she’s right about the Taosim connection.
Magic
As business —and the public at large— struggle to understand artificial intelligence and what it might become, I am free from any such anxiety. Arther C. Clark explained it back in 1962:
“Any sufficiently advanced technology is indistinguishable from magic.”
For now, you might say. Like all magic through the ages, we’ll figure out how the trick was done. And there are computer scientists today who write the AI code and understand how it works.
But if AI keeps “improving” at an exponential rate perhaps full understanding will remain just out of our grasp. And, yes, somebody wrote the code for today’s AI and understands how the trick is done. But who will know when AI is writing its own code?
For my part, I don’t really care how the trick is done (until it’s a bad trick, of course). For now I think about it the same way I think about “the hard problem” of consciousness. Nobody really understands what it is and how it comes to be. If some future AI achieves consciousness, and can explain it, I hope it doesn’t.
Thinking about thoughts
I prompted Perplexity to tell me if scientists had determined how many thoughts we think every day. Obviously nobody knows for certain but 6,200 is the number she came up with. As I prepared to include a link to her findings in this post, I discovered I could create a “page” and publish that (somewhere) on Perplexity. While I didn’t write a single word of that page, I guess I get credit for the prompt? (“Curated by smays”)
Looking at the tag cloud on my blog I learned I have posted on the topic of “thoughts” 39 times going back fourteen years. A blog rabbit hole I couldn’t resist. Didn’t read them all but plan to read one each morning for the next month. I did, however, scrape some bits to give you a taste. (Each of these from a different source)
“I’m imagining a technology that doesn’t exist. Yet. A lightweight set of electrodes that monitors my brainwaves and transcribes (transmitted via Bluetooth to my mobile device, let’s say) my thoughts. An advanced version of today’s voice-to-text apps. We get to read that “stream of consciousness” at long last.”
“Thoughts think themselves.” […] “Feelings are, among other things, your brain’s way of labeling the importance of thoughts, and importance determines which thoughts enter consciousness.”
“If I re-google my own email (stored in a cloud) to find out what I said (which I do) or rely on the cloud for my memory, where does my “I” end and the cloud start? If all the images of my life, and all the snippets of my interests, and all of my notes and all my chitchat with friends, and all my choices, and all my recommendations, and all my thoughts, and all my wishes — if all this is sitting somewhere, but nowhere in particular, it changes how I think of myself. […] The cloud is our extended soul. Or, if you prefer, our extended self.”
“The problem is not thoughts themselves but the state of thinking without knowing we are thinking.”
“Even if your life depended on it, you could not spend a full minute free of thought. […] We spend our lives lost in thought. […] Taking oneself to be the thinking of one’s thoughts is a delusion.”
“Look at other people and ask yourself if you are really seeing them or just your thoughts about them. Sometimes our thoughts act like “dream glasses.”
“We often see our thoughts, or someone else’s, instead of seeing what is right in front of us or inside of us.”
“Our minds are just one perception or thought after another, one piled on another. You, the person, is not separate from these thoughts, the thing having them. Rather you just are the collection of these thoughts.”
“awareness by the mind of itself and the world”
I don’t recall precisely when or how I became interested in consciousness. I’ve read a few (26) books on the topic and gave it some space here (104 posts). The reading has been a mix of scientific and spiritual (for lack of a better term). The concept showed up in a lot of my science fiction reading as well. And we’ll be hearing the term –however one defines it– more often in the next few years.
I like the idea that nobody really knows what the fuck it is or where it comes from. Thankfully, that won’t change.
I forgot to meditate today
Thus ending a streak of 2,288 consecutive days on the cushion. More than 6 years without a miss. My best guess of when I started meditating would be May of 2008 so I’ve been at it for about 16 years and started tracking my practice (in a spreadsheet) in 2014. Back in 2015 I missed a day because I was sick with pneumonia and the following year I missed because I was attending my 50th high school class reunion.
How did I forget to meditate today? Not sure. Just got busy. Woke up in the middle of the night with the realization that my string was broken. How do I feel about this lapse? Sad wouldn’t be the right word. Maybe a little disappointed? I’m going with nostalgic. And a little relief that whatever pressure came with such a streak is gone. Perhaps I was sitting every day so I could make that spreadsheet entry rather than simply practicing awareness.
Like the man said, the only day that counts is today.
PS: Going forward I will not be tracking consecutive days of meditation practice. Rather, the total number of days practiced since I began tracking in 2014. [3,683]
PPS: This seems like a good time to retire the spreadsheet as well. I’m now logging my daily sessions in Calendar on my MacBook.
What if everything is conscious?
That’s the headline of a pretty long article by Sigal Samuel at Vox. I’ve done some reading about consciousness and posted here with some frequency. The idea that everything is conscious has been around a long time. It’s called panpsychism.
Panpsychism, the view that consciousness or mind is a fundamental and ubiquitous feature of reality, has a long and rich history in philosophy. From the musings of the ancient Greeks to contemporary debates in philosophy of mind, panpsychism has captured the imagination of a diverse range of thinkers. Luminaries such as Plato, Spinoza, Leibniz, William James, and Alfred North Whitehead have all explored panpsychist ideas, and in recent years the theory has seen a resurgence of interest among philosophers like David Chalmers, Galen Strawson, and Philip Goff. (Perplexity)
Consciousness shows up in most of my reading on quantum theory. (My incomplete reading list) I, for one, hope “the hard problem of consciousness” is never solved.